[00:00.000] 作词 : Sufjan Stevens [00:00.107] [00:27.680]When I am dead and the light leaves my breast [00:34.273]Nothing to be told, nothing to confess [00:41.165]Let the record show what I couldn’t quite confess [00:47.810]For by living for myself, I was living for unrest [00:54.638]Then the evidence came back in a chariot of vindication [01:01.849]Something to behold [01:05.210]Glorious in its path [01:08.232]But the prophecy fell back as it gave to me an invitation [01:15.538]Show them what is right [01:18.941]Show them what is blessed [01:21.907]But now it strikes me far too late again [01:28.608]That I was asking far too much of everyone around me [01:35.645]And now it strikes me far too late again [01:42.024]That I should answer for myself as the Ascension falls upon me [02:03.259]So what should be said of a life that leaves its mess? [02:10.058]For once your life was sold it could never be possessed [02:16.782]You were selfishly as a continent [02:20.233]You were finally at your best [02:23.659]For you favored for yourself when selfishness was blessed [02:30.392]Then Cordelia came back in a chariot hallucination [02:37.809]Something to rejoice [02:41.091]Glorious in its wrath [02:44.170]But the prophecy was a pantomime as it came to me in accusation [02:51.484]Show them what is right [02:54.945]Show them what is best [02:57.863]But now it strikes me far too late again [03:04.334]That I was asking far too much of everyone around me [03:11.617]And now it strikes me far too late again [03:18.015]That I should answer for myself as the Ascension falls upon me [03:25.447]And now it frightens me, the thought against my chest [03:31.660]To think I was asking for a reason, explaining why everything's a total mess [03:39.052]And now it frightens me, the dreams that I possess [03:45.371]To think I was acting like a believer, when I was just angry and depressed [03:52.177]And to everything there is no meaning [03:55.704]A season of pain and hopelessness [03:58.893]I shouldn’t have looked for revelation [04:02.491]I should have resigned myself to this [04:05.857]I thought I could change the world around me [04:09.405]I thought I could change the world for best [04:12.828]I thought I was called in convocation [04:16.216]I thought I was sanctified and blessed [04:20.141]But now it strengthens me to know the truth at last [04:26.437]That everything comes from consummation [04:29.767]And everything comes with consequence [04:33.382]And I did it all with exultation [04:36.664]While you did it all with hopelessness [04:40.211]Yes, I did it all with adoration [04:43.541]While you killed it off with all of your holy mess [04:47.758]What now? (What now?) [04:52.836](What now?) [04:56.146](What now?) [04:59.567](What now?) [05:01.331]What now? (What now?) [05:06.497](What now?) [05:09.906](What now?) [05:13.380](What now?) [05:18.051]